the choice is.....will you go the straight path or the wrong path in life it s up to you  will you stay in addictions so strong everyday destroying yourself or do you pray for forgiveness  to Jesus and pick up the  life where you left it in the past when you was sober for the last time.... feeling good is good the addictions are the crime that makes it look like you feel better but you only destroy your mind body and soul a possessed person not under control only wants more more and more never satisfied jesus saved me from further destruction of myself people who have addictions pray to Jesus and the Creator will send help because the Creator is BIG.